Holy Mother of God!!!!

Run for your fucking life!!!! WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE!!!!!


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My brain feels free.

I HATE FIELD TRIPS.

Rockin' out Grace at two!

Happy Birthday Grace!

Want vs Get... Field Trip

What I want:





What my fear based sub conscious is afraid I will get:

Bad feeling.

I have been having less than normal dreams about my sister Lisa lately. I dreamt one night last week about huge cockroaches, wanting to be able to get away from them but not being able to.

I dreamt last night that Dan, I and Buster got stuck renting hostel-type a room in a large city we were visiting ( we started looking too late ) & people were loud, pounding on walls & Lisa was there. Somehow.

I'm not too sure what to make of it & I want to call her in the worst way but am feeling so. EDIT. I picked up the phone and called her. We had a good talk. She said some things that I needed to hear. She is a good sister & I love her and miss her so much.

Hug your sisters. I'd pay $1000 right now to hold her....

M

OMG!!!!!

I just found a loooooong hair on my upper lip. CRAP!!!!!!!!

I can't help but think I have been a poor influence.

Andrea Telega periodically wears high heels. I think that she looks very feminine and pretty in them. I personally have NEVER worn a pair. Which, when I think about it, is kind of sad. Dan is nearly a FOOT taller than I am and as a couple, had I worn them, we likely would have looked very attractive!!

I wore moccasins for the first 3 years of our marriage. I loved them. I can't wear moccasins anymore because I need more arch support than that. I'm very close to not being able to wear my Birkenstocks for the same reason. Fortunately Tevas still give me enough support. I have to change my shoes up often in order not to get a sore back. I LOVE tennis shoes... always have. I quit wearing pumps 12 years ago. My ham strings are so tight that when I wear pumps my heels won't touch the ground.

Back to my intent of my post. I don't believe any of my three girls wear high heels. I am going to ask them. Jessica definitely doesn't. I'm not sure about Danielle or Jamie. Did I RUIN my children???? I looked at the Penney's flyer today ( which got me to thinking about this) and I am wondering if I should buy a pair for each of my girls. I would LIKE to but am not quite sure how to broach the subject. I mean, if I just go out and shop for high heels and give them each a pair they would talk about me behind my back. I just know it.

I don't know, maybe it is just one of my "phases" and I will get over it. But really, I want at least Jamie & Danielle to be given the idea that wearing high heels is an easy way to make yourself look pretty and feminine.

And my girls would be smart enough not to wear them on a day they have to walk up a set of bleachers. OH SNAP!!! Ha ha. Kidding Andrea. You are very talented.

Flash!

So my HB is driving me nuts.

I have had a hard time this year connecting with my Home Base. It has been awhile since I have felt frustrated with a HB.

It isn't the kids. They are great. Really. They have all the potential for being a close- knit community of caring Wildcats who treat each other with respect & have fun together.

I think that I have failed as their HB teacher by not RELAXING and nurturing them &/ or providing rich, spontaneous opportunities to develop the close- knit community of caring Wildcats that usually evolve in my room.

They are driving me nuts because of ME.

So sad, but true. New seating chart tomorrow......again.

Flash :(

Just a little worried.

Dan is making himself a doctor's appointment tomorrow to get some sores on the top of his head that won't heal checked out. I am glad that he hasn't resisted my pestering him about it, but the fact that he is following through makes me think that he is a bit concerned as well.

I intentionally told him to quit picking at them when Jamie was in the room & she told him that it is just a matter of "slice slice" to remove the spots & then get them biopsied.

Sometimes it can feel like Dan is another child, but I am absolutely POSITIVE that he feels that way about ME way more than I do about HIM!!!!

I am feeling good that things will get checked out & that everything will be A.O.K.!!!

Flash!

Before & After

The living room before the Haraden's show up.





Our bedroom as a result of a prepared toddler bedroom:


Toddler bedroom ( Connor for now. Is a 4 year old a "toddler"?).



To be added later... The living room after the Haraden's show up...



My favorite living room occupants!!! Sooooo messy!!!! :)

If Buster were a baby..

1) He would be called "Daddy's boy".

2) He would need to wear a helmet because he only lays on his left side.

3) He would be considered a "good" baby....mild tempered, easy to take care of.

4) His stranger anxiety stage would seem very long.

That is all. I am glad that Buster is not a baby.

Flash G is bored.