I've had better days.

That is all.

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I'm so excited!!!!

Billy The Exterminator is on next!!!!!!!! Oh Man, it's come down to this :)

Flash!

Halloween 2010

Wow.

My kids are really handling Mr. Scnauser well. So far.

Some dread has turned to hope :)

Mom & Bill.... lots of stuff has been going on. I've been carrying it around & avoiding it. Bill has now definitely been diagnosed with Alzheimers. It is progressing. But I just got off the phone with Mom. They are ok. Mom is ok. Actually, they are doing very well. There are people close by to help. I want to get down there to see Bill. I talked to him for the first time in months. We laughed. He can still play that gawd awful guitar.... I need to hear & lay eyes on Bill. Maybe over Christmas..Thanksging we'll see. But I feel relief.

Lisa.. lots of stuff has been going on. I've been carrying it around & avoiding it.
( copied & pasted THAT!!:)) Is alone. Had a terrible cold. Donna suggested someone go down. I can't. I mean I could, but I get physically ill every time I do. I vomit & get the runs & I think it is psychological...not physical. This story will never be a good one. But she called last night & talked to Dan for nearly an hour & is in good spirits.

This is a good time for me to make an appointment to see Julie Spare... a psychologist. I saw her once last year in Feb. & that was the first time in 7 years. I think it a wise decision for me to be proactive at this point. I'm strong... but I'm not stupid.




Flash!

Lost this song/found it/needed it :)

On any given day I feel like:

The problem for me is that once my body & mind gets somewhat accustomed to one scenerio, it is changed. My mind and body are wearing out. It is just a statement of fact. I place no blame. How can I "blame" a system that ( naivity showing here) is truly trying to do what is "right"?

I never thought I's be looking so forward to a student teacher whose last name is "Schnauser" and who has a slight speech impediment. Roof roof roof.

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